I can no longer make blind purchases without researching who’s pockets I am filling.

I can no longer pretend I didn’t hear your micro agressions. No matter how low under the breath they are muttered, I hear and feel every single ounce of racism, ignorance, and hate.

I can no longer accept the fact that our government is the final word. Not when it has proven that is a system built on prejudice and injustice. Not when it is founded and ran solely by rich, white, partisan, old men.

I can not work for an employer that does not value people for what they are truly worth.

I can no longer pretend that some of you aren’t racist. Because you are. And perhaps it was inherently passed down from generation to generation and I am understanding of that. What I am not understanding of, is the lack of desire to change. To accept everyone, as equal.

I can not ignore the fact that there is a very real evil in the world. And it takes the form of many shapes and faces. Where there is power, a power that upholds only an elite percentage of people, you will find that evil close by.

I can not convince myself anymore, that Western Medicine is for the people. It is for the profits. And as long as Dr’s are not suggesting or prescribing holistic healing modalaties to get to the root of the problem, they will always be for profit in my eyes.

I can not accept the fact that police are allowed to kill, anyone. Ever. They are hired to protect and serve, not decide who lives and who dies.

I can not unsee 2020.